failing at womanhood so hard that it drops me into the cool zone of gender (lesbianism)
it didn't start off as intentional but it sure is now
@velexiraptor I feel like you're the cool nerd that everyone likes and I'm the nerd that even other nerds pick on
@velexiraptor in terms of gender I mean
I guess that's also true of us at nerds tho
@The_T i mean im trying not to perpetuate those dynamics anymore bc i was p bad with it in high school but that's exactly where i was in the pecking order so
@The_T now at least irl i have friendships built on trust and honesty and mutual care so i think we're better about that but high school sucked cuz i was also the nerd that the cool nerds in the debate team and band didn't like
@velexiraptor damn wish i had irl friends
or online friends
i can't rly do friends online the same way i do irl, there's kinda a mutual parasociality that just doesn't quite work
@velexiraptor yeah that wasn't directed at you
you know what I mean
@The_T i assumed it was passive aggressively directed at me bc that's how i was raised to read stuff like that (cuz my dad exclusively communicated via passive aggression) but it's good to know that that's not what you meant and i appreciate the clarification!
@velexiraptor I talk exclusively with my mom that way (ie, it is mutual between us) and I talk to no one else this way.
@The_T ok good to know!
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