It sucks when all emotions are muted. I almost miss feeling like shit.
But it's kind of "grass is always greener" sort of thing, because now I'm calm at least and for an anxious person it must sound like a dream.
Also I kinda remember wanting to feel nothing? So I kinda got what I wanted almost. Well it's time to wish for something else and wait I guess.
Yeah, so the only thing that's changing in my life is my sleep schedule.
I also try learning to draw, but I don't yet feel like posting anything.
Oh, also I'm reading a book again, turns out I can do that now.
I didn't see any of my friends for a long time. I want to, but also I don't really feel lonely.
Mh~, discourse, things
So I wasn't on here for a while. It's because I don't really have anything to say I feel like.
Also my emotions as well as my interest in, well, things are kinda muted rn (but I don't feel bad or anything)
Also lately the state of all internet discourse, progressive side of it too, are making me upset, so there's that. This place is pretty political, and it's good. But I don't want to be immersed in it, so, yeah.
Also hi, hello
A cool and chill place for cool and chill people.