Ass Demon @HellBuns@radical.town

-Capitalism shrine
-varying degrees of Loud
-People everywhere
-the people look at you and it’s weird
-every store manager thinks I’m gonna steal
-can’t take my kid there because she doesn’t understand stranger danger
-LOUD
-WEIRD VARYING LIGHTING
-escalators make me nervous
-elevators are worse.
-no book store? N o t go

BUT they DO have dipndots

I stayed out way late last night, drank cheap moscato and ate falafel my friend made for meeee and now I look like this (second image is me; first image is falafel on pita with humus, tzaziki, and some leaves I can’t remember the name of right now

@HellBuns he did btw, he picked me up

I’m like a dog in that I want to be petted and called a good girl, also I’m happiest with a bone to bury

Me on the phone: uhm hi Dabby... can you come pick me up?

Anxiously waits

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I’m a fairy

I learned from a way-too early age that my experience was different from everyone else’s and that if I were going to get any sort of help or understanding, it would have to be on other’s terms, and then only-half-true and half-healing for me
Then I was shamed and ridiculed for “not being myself”; when I tried to be myself I was shamed and punished for being odd.

With more people and circumstances standing in the way of my acknowledgement and wisdom-gained, and more allistics telling me I’m wrong, stupid, attention-seeking, entitled, selfish, ignorant, faking than people who would even consider listening to me when I tried to tell them about my experience.

I have gotten to know myself, my limits and my needs as an autistic person, starting long before I could even say with certainty that I’m autistic; I’ve found some degree of healing from sexual abuse, abandonment, maternal abuse, emotional incest and parental neglect; I have done these things *largely* on my own, with a few exceptions and overall..

@HellBuns
Me @ me pretending to be allistic:

Me @ me: hey remember when you would have meltdowns every time you lost something

Me:
Me:
Me:
Me simultaneously: n o

What up it’s ,