DirectorBlack @DirectorBlack@radical.town

if you really wanna make the change

then you would look at yourself completely

but if you just want it to be ok

it will never be ok

in the end of the day, all i want is happiness and comfort to live with a polycule with other friends after the revolution while fulfilling my passions and helping others in any way i can

sadly, for most of the day (and it's a long one), i have to deal with bigotry, depression, capitalism, discourse that i don't even know i should participate in or is valid, and so much more before finding a nice spot for myself

so, i met with one of my subs to do a mindless session. how hot was it?

welllll :3

i started by dropping them right away; they were sitting up and fell loose and limp like my personal rag doll. i woke them up again only to drop them back down. i repeated this for a good five or so minutes as they fell deeper into trance...deeper into hypnosis

i made this toot on my old account, but i need to make it again: i'm working on a project called transthology, an anthology film of four stories on trans people told in the real world by a trans mother and her "daughter." i need three writers, who have to be either a trans man, a black trans woman, and a native american enby (for their respective stories). if you're interested pls hmu in dms. i look forward to hearing from all y'all

Everything you do is planned out in advance
The stars push their dark wills down on you
And wolves all tear themselves apart better in packs
That's just a function we will have to work on through
We're machines that eat and breathe and look really cool
You're reacting just the way I thought you would

And I've replaced my heart with metal parts
And I'm working out just fine, but I can't get it to start
We're machines that breathe and weep and look really good trained to kill

Send me back in time and I'll bring us back in line
Just tell me whose mother I have to kill
I'm fine like I've always been, and I don't remember when
My conscience wasn't acting up again

i feel no humanity in my own humanity and humanity of others

pls make the maggots go away...but also let me love them despite their flaws...

humanity can be saved but right now everyone including people in here are nothing but tiny pink flesh eating maggots that are eventually coming for me

that and philosophytube’s video on depression

eva makes me understand humanity more then humanity itself tbh

either that or any song off laughing stock by talk talk

someone fucking play fire of the mind by coil at my funeral because if there was ever a more tragic yet beautiful song about death, it would be that one

i should definitely pin this toot

if you really wanna make the change

then you would look at yourself completely

but if you just want it to be ok

it will never be ok

staying in the fedi for more then a year i realize that whenever bullshit happens, playvicious is almost always gonna be right and never miss the mark lol

sometimes, in this world, i am so blessed we have a work of art like kendrick lamar’s to pimp a butterfly. what a fucking masterpiece of an album holy shit

making a call out post against @themorgangoats for boosting my hypnosis toots with ulterior motives

hmm, you say you’re into hypnosis, yet aren’t into trance music...fascinating

i have no clout and i must scream

*to the bad boys theme song*

ancoms

ancoms

whatcha gonna do

whatcha gonna do when we guillotine u?

edging for an hour straight so i can cum as many genders as i can for all the good tooters on mastodon

i can’t wait to live in cali not only to kickstart my career but to feel peace like this. nyc and cities are so artificial, even the parks. i love to get a taste of great fish great food and just feeling like i belong

i’ve been relaxing at a buddhist meditation place for 2 hours while listening to chill out vapor wave music. i haven’t felt tranquility like this in a long time UwU

of course @hyperlink boosted this lmao