Audrey, if you must @AudreyJune@radical.town

I am often more enamored with the idea of a thing than the material reality of it.

Living as a woman is probably the most notable exception to this. The reality has actually surpassed my meager expectations.

Every day I am like “goddamn, I am so glad I did this,” as I find small details to enjoy.

But honestly, the biggest thing is just looking in the mirror, and seeing myself. I mean seeing the *actual* person I am, and not the person everyone else wanted to be.

Nothing could be better.

This reddit comment is a really nice summation of Estrone Theory and why pills are not great. I highly suggest that all trans women become at least familiar with its existence.

The doctor who has done a lot of work on this theory endorses this summation in the replies to the comment.

https://www.reddit.com/r/science/comments/abvmqb/comment/ed3nqci?st=JRL6LZMW&sh=abce12fb

Current UCSF tran healthcare guidlines say this is unnecessary.

I have been looking for the link and passage and I *finally* found it.

http://transhealth.ucsf.edu/trans?page=guidelines-feminizing-therapy

Right before the citations:

One of the best parts about putting “queer” in your bio is that people know what they are signing up for when they follow you.

I feel like one of the most valuable gifts you can give to someone is to somehow get them to fully comprehend how you see them.

Good or bad.

That clarity is so fucking pure and helpful. It feels amazing when your view is positive and it feels shitty when it’s negative—but it’s constructive as fuck. It’s how we get better.

And there are like probably 6-10 people who I would really like to hear this truth from.

Maybe I am weird, but after a year of dating someone, I am of the “move in or move on” camp.

Like, obviously there are legit reasons to deviate from this, but it’s my default setting.

I also picked this up today.

I hate when people say shit “doesn’t exist” because that thing is a social construct.

That’s...not how that works and it really brushes aside the real world impact that social constructs have on our lives.

The whole point of identifying something as a construct is to show that it is malleable and can be changed by all of us, if we work together to do so.

You can’t just hand-wave this shit away though.

Feeling nostalgic for this hot Lesbian Look from the Delia’s catalogue.

I got the black one!

You all get 15 more minutes.

Only feels like *one* of you is really guessing.

One additional clue:

It does two things. And they are quite different.

It’s a birthday present to myself.
Everyone can have a guess!

Ya’ll...
I bought a thing.

I am gonna be honest with you all:

My neovagina will be used for fucking.

Like, a lot.

The goal is a lot of fucking.

Turns out the Castle Megastore really *is* mega. This place is fucking huge!