The Personification of Pisces @AudreyJune@radical.town

you, foolish: stop trying to make futch happen, it’s not going to happen
me:

(photo cw: selfie, direct eye contact. and sorry about the lighting in this one)

There are certain things I do not like about the trans community, like the propensity to project their own experiences onto others, the belief that every single trans person has always known and "been" the way they are, erasure of self-identified transness by implying there is no such thing as a "trans woman" or "trans man", and oh my god the medically uninformed DIY community who are telling campfire stories and taking them as medical advice

a song was playing and it's almost impossible for me not to dance. this made me think of all the things I hated before transition and love after it:

- dancing
- socialising
- my voice
- clothes
- being present during sex
- selfies
- being desired or told I'm pretty
- sunlight
- personal life outside work
- feeling feelings.

living in the wrong identity was really a not-really-there kind of life, wasn't it.

Blue hair and unapologetically fat 💛

(Don't@me for being squinty, my eyes are sensitive weh) (eye contact CW)

there's only one guy left on mastodon bc everyone else transitioned

cishet women really out here believing with their whole ass that "domme" is just "dress in all black lingerie, wear smokey eye makeup, swing around a cat-o-nine tails they got at spencers, and give you a pissy look" the fuck out of here with your limp wristed cosplay

its really their version of the cishet man wearing a poorly fitted suit and swinging a belt trope.

just wanna lay on my back in the middle of nowhere and look at the moon and the stars for hours with someone i love is that really so much to ask

i notice when non black ppl write about anti blackness its just rb'ed

and when blk femmes talk about it theres at least a person talking about 'yea but ____, too'

as if Blk ppl don't also experience that

anyways, it's even funnier when the same person who butts into Blk femme's mentions doesn't do that with Blk MEN or non blk poc on here

but what do i know

everyone telling me to get offline and go outside was just trying to kill me

lewd, nude bdsm, sex toy

jesus showing off his top surgery to the boys

when you find out that Victorians LOVED flogging porn, it suddenly becomes clear that "rum, sodomy, and the lash" is a list of pleasurable pursuits

You know why men think women aren't funny?

They're not intelligent enough to get most of our jokes

I think the cool thing about how anarchists organize is that (ideally) none of them want credit for it, they simply want it to exist and continue on even if they let it go. They want the thing they've built to transcend them.
That's fuckin beautiful. It's also opsec.

"wow cassidy i sure wish you would put out a new video and it would be one where you're covered in blood and also talking about using dating apps as a trans person"

calm down you little freak, i got you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9hBDVLNFV0&

Is addressing triggers.
Triggers are your body internalizing trauma. Your feelings, even if they seem extreme, need to be felt. Allow yourself to see the shape of your feeling, acknowledge that the danger is perceived and not as immediate as your triggers make it feel. Find your sense of safety, and find a sense of protection. Allow these things to hold your trigger and merge with it. Give that feeling space to rest in your body.